January 2, 2012
Therapy, inner work, self-care, positive change . . . I can’t just heal myself for the rest of my life! I must do something with my days. Indoor gardening? Small works of art? More songs?
I could maybe meditate for the rest of my life. Meditate, walking meditations, swim, meditate, eat, meditate, sleep, meditate and so on. Get a meditation bell. Meditation could be my “hobby.” I would be a meditator.
“Mary, what do you do?”
“Well, I’m a meditator. I meditate many times each day. I meditate so often that I could be my own monastery.”
I could keep looking for a husband. A guy to live with for the rest of my life. (either/or both/or neither)